22 Oct 2014..
Happy Deepavali to all my Indian friends.. Hari ni cuti sehari, tapi x balik perak sebab esok kje.. I'm bored! I'm not feeling well.. frustrated! Feeling wanna quit.. I can't do it anymore... Part time study + full time working made me headache... stress!
Campus life: Semua kena submit 1 masa.. Case study + Presentation for research topic... Working life: ada project baru nak mula...nak setup plan + schedule... last week (whole week) stay backed at ofis until almost 9.00 pm.. tu belum masuk progress report lagi...see, tak ada masa nak study, sampai rumah dalam dekat pukul 10... am exhausted! Penat sangat.... am newbie in planner, rasa macam nak nangis (actually dah meraung pon).. jauh dari parents, x ada kawan kat area sini..
I'm wanna going back home, plss.. yes, am not stronger seperti yang dijangkakan.. am a person yang sangat bergantung pada orang lain... tapi kat sini kena berdikari, semua kena buat sendiri.. am alone here... jauh dari parents, dari kawan2 who always be my sides...
Hari ni dah ada tanda2 badan x sihat.. dah start sakit tekak, selesema... ohhh no... am need a rest... macam mana nak start buat semua keje ni... rasa macam nak quit je.. rasa macam dah tak mampu nak buat semua ni..
Previous company die allowed to take a study leave, tapi working with this new company ni, janji hanya tinggal janji... promised me, boleh attend class twice a month, tapi hampa.. for this semester, sempat attend 1 class je.. see.. rasa menyesal pon ada.. tapi bila fikir on +ve side, mungkin ada hikmah nya...
Nak masak untuk lunch pon tak terdaya.. nak keluar, malas nak drive.. ape pon tak boleh... kalau boleh nak cuti panjang... nak cepat2 habiskan study.. then, plan for long vacation! ...
Am need a rest! XOXO!
*this is my personal blog, so whatever I wrote it here is nothing to do with others..
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